Tuesday, February 17, 2009

i am dying

i told my mom about my result but not my dad...i have no guts to tell him while looking deeply in his old eyes...am afraid that he will be sad..u know parents have a high expectation on their child esp the 1st one..and my brothers both of them are good in their studies...i am ashamed that they have me as their sister...sorry guys...i am exaggerating!~

everybody is helping me out..


i text atul and nisa about my failure...tak sampai 1 minute atul called me and asked how am i doing..telling me to be strong...i laugh and she said i am crazy..yeap atul i am...
i am acting as the whole world is falling and punishing me...yeap i am exaggerating again and unfortunately thats me...


well i am new to acca and new to this kind of failure..i do not cry...i do not even have a single tear to cry...what is this..?what am i facing..?


this is what we call failure



everybody is telling me to chill..guys i know it is not a big deal for u but not for me..thanks zara u help me alot..and didi thanks to u too...oh ya dali we are on the same boat dear so plz dont leave me alone..


amar thanks for calling me after u read my blog...ya i know it is full of crap but what choice that i have...?i need strengh...


and tomorrow i am hoping that i am gonna wake up with a brand new me...!~so guys plzz pray for me...i need a piece of ur strengh

7 shouts:

Ain bintu Amir said...

uhuk atem.
so camane skg?
aku nk nasihat lelebeh pon risow gak takut xkne plak.
urm papehal have faith in Allah k.
everything's come for a reason.
I know there's something wonderful await for u n u'll got it either sooner or later.
chaiyok atem!
aku tau ko kuat punye worang!
hehe. yosh! :)

biskott said...

ateem,
i know this is really hard for you.
memang perit, sakit.

but do remember,
there's always a chance for a fresh start.
with failure, we learn.

failure changes us into a better, stronger person.

semua yg terjadi ada hikmahnya,
keyh?

aku doakan ateem kuat selalu.
jadi kuat ye ateem?
:)

Belog Cap Ayam's Owner said...

ateem!
never ever give up!
that's the key~
i'm always there if you need me~

Datema said...

noin:yeap..u r totally rite...aku kuat!~sangat kuat!~haha...thanks for helping out..u such a good fren of mine..xoxo



dibah: ye btol la..perit die sgt xpernah aku rase..perit dlm hati mencalar2...aku tau bukan aku sorg je yg malang rmai lagi so what life must go on rite..?thanks dibah..lurve u

Datema said...

amar:i knew u would and i can really count on u..can i..?thanks for the called that help me alot...thanks amar..lurve u and plz dont leave me when i'm in a crazy mode ok...haha

hazzbourne said...

xpe atem. kalo xpnh fail bkn budak yg terer acca la. dia bkn mcm degree. hanya org2 yg berani mcm kau je yg nak buat acca. GO!

Datema said...

huuu~~hazto!~baiklah!~perjuangan harus diteruskan*sambil genggam jari jemari*