failure being the stepping stone to success

finally.....


i cried and still crying....

i woke up this very morning with a new spirit..but when didi called me and told me that most of my friends passed either 1 or both paper, i burst into tears...not that i'm not happy or what but it is such a disgrace when u are the only one left out and failed...trust me for those who haven't face any failure in life they will be shocked like hell~

sometimes my evil side of me keep on saying
kan bagus kalo diorang tak lepas same aku skali..*sign*
yeap..i'm a true witch sometimes and i'm sorry for even thinking that way..sorry guys and how i was hoping that u know how i feel..

oh yes i tried everything to mend my heart..it is not broken YET but it is aching like hell...

i laughed
i faking it
i smile
i faking it too


at last i switched on the internet and start googling

how to face failure

and this article attracts me

Preparing for Failure

When Edison was criticized for his many failures at making a light bulb, he replied that he had found thousands of ways on how not to make a light bulb. It wasn't the one success that created the light bulb, but the thousands of failures it took to discover what didn't work. Every success is achieved by learning from failure.

You will fail. It is part of life. It is inevitable. Are you ready to face failure? Ready to face it not once, but several times? Are you ready to pick yourself up and go on with the battle? Most don't; they give up when they are at the closest point to success. But everything worthwhile takes time, investment and facing failure. Nothing worth gaining is gained without facing failure. Failure is a doorway. You need to be ready to go through it.

Failure is devastating if you have low self-worth. Parental criticism drove home demeaning messages: "you idiot, you blew it again." Feeling like a failure, we engage in self-flagellation, beating ourselves up and making endless apologies. We become focused on not failing instead of achieving.

Fear of failure is a terrible motivator. Instead, it will cause failure. When we do fail, it proves to us that we are a failure and we believe it even more. But you are not a failure. Every human makes mistakes. Why should you be any different? Making mistakes proves that you're not perfect. We learn by our mistakes. They are a part of life.

and now i remember again what is my target before accepting acca..

and now i knew why people are becoming imune with this word -F.A.I.L.U.R.E-

and now i knew from the very 1st time i stepping to shah alam i'm ready both physically and mentally to face this

and now i remember again what was my dad's advice before taking acca

and now i knew why he was so concern and worried about me taking acca..

and the most important thing is i keep on believing myself and keep on moving forward as things gonna be better in the future

as long as my mama and ayah keep on believing me crying would the last thing i do...

and that's what keeping me alive till now.

thanks guys i need this a lot...

thanks for helping me: atul, ain, amar, dila, didi, dibah, zara, aainaa and those who names i failed to remember..thanks..

now am back to normal..!!