semoga boleh fatema!

i have no motivation left when it's time for P4 class. :(

it is just so freaking annoying and frustrating when you feel that you are so effing stupid not knowing 99% of F9 when everyone else looks so super duper cool with their so freaking confident faces answering every questions correctly given by mr ganesan or puan fadzlon.

This is beyond frustrating weh. why the hell did i take P4 in the first place? well the sole reason is just I WANT TO AVOID P7 SO MUCH that I never re-consider or even re-think my decision at all. i even made an oath and swear that I'll never NEVERRRRR choose Audit as one of my option paper! so shortsighted ah~

What if i can coop with P7?
What if the 3 attempts of F8 help me with my P7?
What if P7 is not as hard as i think of?
What if P4 is harder than P7?
What if, What if, What if...............................................haih

these Question just popped in my head today after farna suddenly said

''mana tahu masa ambil F8 banyak kali tu atem banyak belajar. lepas tu senang nak faham P7 kan? lepas tu boleh buat P7''

and this make me think about the option paper i had chosen last 2 weeks. hmmm..oh well this is just the pre-result syndrome i guess. gugugu everything would seem so wrong and so unacceptable

anyway this is just the beginning and i MAYBE ABLE to understand and create the FUN myself as time passes by.....i hope :(((